yin/yang

i dunno == does anyone else feel like this?
sometimes i feel like im in a mental asylum that i can willfully leave but choose not to-
its been a weird couple of weeks for me but i dunno i thought id share this with you,
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look im not doin this for attention, frankly i hate attention, 
but sadly i feel more comfortable sharing this online than with a family member or a counselor who will send me to therapy
in my mind i feel like im in a hospital, not locked with the solitary people, but walking among the other  lobotomized patients
my family are the others and my house the hospital---
so in short i feel like im walking around my crazy family. in a mental hospital 
but i suppose in today's world that's normal right? right?
right.