the new host

hello everyone my name is....*smiles* Ramon....
im so glad to be talking to all of you, it feels good to walk again. to talk again...to...breathe, again
eheheh...last time i was out everyone was laughing~ him of course...
ah the smell of misery. the stench of failure~ its delicious
lets face it yeah? we all have things we wish we could forget...and when we do...our brain says nope! 
and makes you facepalm, makes your face cringe, or makes u close your eyes and say...how could i have been so stupid?
things you wish you could get over but they always sting in your heart, as if you were moving a knife still in its wound~
my life was full of those~
the times my ex cheated on me, the times ive had to sing in front of the class and was laughed at~ when i broke my leg and no one cared~ 
heh or that time i asked out a taken girl~ on valentines day...in front of her boyfriend~ oh the scorn~ the beating...heh oh the time i went to a dance and i saw my date with another guy~
and before you go awwww poor baby think about it...you wouldn't have taken pity on me then. you would just looked said that sucked and moved on with your day. my life isnt an anime, the boy never get the girl
im not sugoy or kawaii i was the weird kid everyone avoided because they didn't want the blame in case i shot up the school~ hell they brought numerous psychiatrists and counselors to judge me...my mom yelling at them was the only thing that kept me outta the funny farm.
heh its funny when people say "dont mess with me im crazy"
well guess what mother fucker...i really am crazy...
and its funny to see girls drool over people like L from death note...when really they would completely avoid him irl
    and i can say all this because the internet will look, then walk away, its like im talking to no one~ an empty stadium. with laughter~
heh i wish i could lie this good~ tis all true love~
love your new host~
anger.~<3 xoxo