nicky dont give a FUCK!

prepare for boring life story! if u wanna skip go down to the second set of dotted lines

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and lately i learned something.

i just dont give a shit what i draw 

as long as i can draw and be happy ^^

i come from a happy home, both parents 2 brothers 3 meals a day (no lock on my fridge eue)

and i love psychopaths, serial killers and a bloody catastrophe. 

it was funny my teachers thought i was twisted piece and didnt fit their puzzle of normality 

had me see an in school shringk and everything!

i bet ur wondering, why would i tell you this, well

fuck you you read this far and your gonna keep reading!

its because i dont give a shit i love to draw my violent things and though people think im strange or weird 

fuck you. i could care less about your opion. 

honestly i would go fucking insane without my comics, pencils, cards, ideas, and characters...

i would literally become nick...

but hey who here doesnt have a kill list? 

anyway my girlfriend saw that i was a lil mad over the no comment fact and shocker, same thing my friend did, said he would get people to comment and say hai once in a while...

well they completely missed the message, and ignored me while commenting on them, its like uh

those comercials where they show you starving african kids? and all the people donating are sympothizing with the white guy explaining why they need your help instead of the lil kids.

its super annoying so i called her out on it and said its a hollow promise. (im an asshole i get it) but she stayed by my side and, well made me smile again its why i love her.

but i digress...

my point being...im just tired of people faving and not commenting...its...its just a dick move, its the bare minimum. 

and it appears that the only people who comment are those whose characters have cameos in my comic

or only seem to answer my journals when i offer free requests. 

you know what helps an artist grow? 

telling them what you like!

telling them whats wrong!

positive and negative reinforcement

but it seems that everyone only likes colored art, 

i draw my work freehand, 

i draw it with a fucking pencil thats missing its eraser, im biting the metal rim to get more eraser...

and i get a comment.

its like...wow i have recieved very little compliments that i actually cant think of one in this example...fuck. wow...

and i understand, im sending mixed signals

i talk about not caring

then i talk about wanting attention.

it comes with the territorty of being an artist...you know what no, im not even an artist

i sketch in a book. 

i see other people use tablets, the paint tool, sai, etc. 

    hehe ^^ 

this is nick pullen the double flip off

just saying you know what i dont give a fuck, smiling for the cameras!

enjoying the spotlight, because what is killing if they dont know who killed you! 

a gun is for safety nick prefers to feel the blood splash upon him, 

dont get me wrong he's crafty and has alot of time to think since he's been in prison its why he seems to know everything!

but the thing is

he wings it most days, hes like me, he summarizes his plan rather that super detail

so if you can get ahead of him you win!

hes malevolent

dasterdly

basterdly

and overly violence is his answer to everything

but he's not technologically gifted, he didnt make his sword, everyone put that idea together

its just a knights guantlet retrofitted with a chainsaw slot to hold the blade and working on a pully lever system to retract the blade.

sorrow and nicks inginuity and expertice of murder and disemboweling gave them the armblade idea but when u put 4 heads together you can achieve almost anything

it worked somewhat, im pretty sure its what gave jason the scar on his eye.

which is why it is covered in duct tape. 

well whatcha think