i was gonna make it a drawing but i had no time,
the only day on DA,
that people who forgot you all year say hi to show that their not complete dicks 0u0...
seriously =w= its not that im unappreciative, its just i got quite a few of dem llamas all from people, i dont even fucking recognize 0u0
but ive been on this site for a few years, im not up there with legends, but hey, im glad to be where im at, with the five people that actually look and respect my art,
tora - all dem faves
hoodie - rekindled the spirit i had when i started drawing
foxy,- loven me
ODST- being there for me when others dont wanna talk about their feelings
jason- my rock, been with me since the beginning, literally
i love ya all...
now for a sappy speech-
(sit quiet till the end)
did i ever tell you guys that i tried to wah/blank myself once? it was back in highschool, i was called loser freak, pretty much if you wanted an easy target i was the guy,frankly i didnt do it, because i thought of what i could have lost, which was very little...but it was precious, which actually leads me to my recent point,...
lately ive been kinda down, dont act like you didnt notice- hurr hurr i work one day a week at a minimum paying job, i got bills, and im broke,...then i saw what time had been doing to both me and all my friends,...
some became uh...*ahem* for the sake of censorship lets say shadows of their former selves... i felt as if my friends were gone, and this world tore us apart... but i was wrong,
yeah we were always busy but we always came to each other when we need it most, what i thought i lost throughout my life, i saw come back to me with the warm smiles of both my family, and my friends
and i realized why i was depressed...it was like previously stated...time was ruining us, like...i loved the idea of getting older but as i saw us grow as people,...it took us all through dark patches...i dont know if some of my friends still do what they do, i even had to talk the nicest girl in the world from making a huge mistake,...i also heh tecnically cock blocked her BF soon to be ex. anyway...
like i said i thought the little bit of good i knew in this world was destroyed with the invention of puberty but what person doesnt look at their childhood photos and wish that a simple game of tag would solve our problems again? its just the way life is, i just gotta push through this small stip of strife in my life, because i know if i fall...ill have a group of friends to pull me back up...
to the shitfest that is life! and may we all find and keep the happiness we find in our lives
i love ya all